radharani
“What is beautiful is good, and who is good will soon be beautiful.” Sappho.
loveOur anniversary passed last month, happy once more, reunited after a a year of separation by law and sea.
Krsna, I love you.
sharing
I have learnt to share. I know he will always love her, but I also know that it does not mean he will love me any less.
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Love
Krishna, I give you my life, my body, my soul,
To do with me as You will....
I surrender to you all of my desires and attachments,
My karma and the fruit of my labour--
All of it belongs to You now.
I bow before You and Love You so...
My body trembles before you and my tears flow:
You have inseminated me with your love-force!
Bring me to You soon, my sweet Beloved.
-- Radha-in-Athens
"I am sex life which is not contrary to religious principles...."
-- Bhagavad Gita 7:1
...Dizzy, ecstatic, my soul goes into her bedroom.
Five companions converge, five senses
to give him unparalleled pleasure.
One glimpse of his form dispels anguish,
all my erotic longings bear fruit.
Shyam, the ocean of pleasure,
has come into me.
--Mirabai
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It has been too long my friends!
All of you listen, you must believe in love for it is real and Mahabhava is it's name!
Hladini, the Lord's pleasure potency. Whenever the Lord wants to enjoy pleasure, He exhibits His own spiritual potency known as hladini. And the essence of that love is in the emotion called bhava. The ultimate development of that emotion is mahabhava, or great bhava. Mahabhava is full of the pleasure potency, and it is an exhibition of the highest love for Lord Krishna. Sri Radharani is the embodiment of that transcendental consciousness found in mahabhava. Her mind, senses and body are steeped in that highest sort of love for Krishna. She is as spiritual as the Lord Himself. In fact, being the personification of the hladini-shakti, the pleasure giving energy of the Lord, She is the only source of enjoyment for the Lord. This pleasure potency manifests spiritually as Radharani in a way that attracts even Lord Krishna. He who takes no pleasure in anything material. The Lord could never enjoy anything that is less spiritual than Himself. Therefore Radha and Krishna are identical.
Hladini, the Lord's pleasure potency. Whenever the Lord wants to enjoy pleasure, He exhibits His own spiritual potency known as hladini. And the essence of that love is in the emotion called bhava. The ultimate development of that emotion is mahabhava, or great bhava. Mahabhava is full of the pleasure potency, and it is an exhibition of the highest love for Lord Krishna. Sri Radharani is the embodiment of that transcendental consciousness found in mahabhava. Her mind, senses and body are steeped in that highest sort of love for Krishna. She is as spiritual as the Lord Himself. In fact, being the personification of the hladini-shakti, the pleasure giving energy of the Lord, She is the only source of enjoyment for the Lord. This pleasure potency manifests spiritually as Radharani in a way that attracts even Lord Krishna. He who takes no pleasure in anything material. The Lord could never enjoy anything that is less spiritual than Himself. Therefore Radha and Krishna are identical.
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failing
I feel the pain of a failing love deep inside me. I want to believe true love is real, really I do...
2am
At 2am I heard gunshots in the distance followed by voices as two figures passed by the door, which is weird for you know, a ghost town. The bird was doing quite well but now like myself has given up on sleep.
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1am
it's 1:41 am and i'm laying in a bed with one sheet in a ghost town at 9000ft, and did I mention the part where it is freezing? I have a small white cockatoo wrapped up beside me, I can't work out who is colder...me or the cockatoo, but we both shake and this is for sure. I can't sleep, why am I here? Because of a man I love,..But when I did awake he was gone, I guess he has gone to sleep with his child upstairs because he was crying and then just never returned.
I wish I could sleep but my heart is pounding to adjust to the height, I wish more than anything right now that I could go home, i'm stuffed full of hormones and drugs, my eyes sting from dried tears.
I just can't sleep.
I want Dominiques' number, I feel for some reason that she is the only one who can help me, my parents can't.
There is nothing for me back in England, but there's definitely nothing for me here.
I wonder why it took me so long to figure that out...I guess I wanted to cling to the dream of how perfect he seemed while I was in the UK.
I wish I had someone to hold me through the night while I slept, never letting go no matter how many times I wriggled or turned over, I guess that is what I miss most about Ben.
Exs are funny things aren't they? We think about them at the strangest of times...Memories are like water that runs through your hands, you can feel it but you just can't grip it.
I just can't help but feel like, something, someone, somewhere out there is waiting for me...
Please please come and find me whoever you are, i'm in the mountains in an abandoned mining town, please come and get me.
I wish I could sleep but my heart is pounding to adjust to the height, I wish more than anything right now that I could go home, i'm stuffed full of hormones and drugs, my eyes sting from dried tears.
I just can't sleep.
I want Dominiques' number, I feel for some reason that she is the only one who can help me, my parents can't.
There is nothing for me back in England, but there's definitely nothing for me here.
I wonder why it took me so long to figure that out...I guess I wanted to cling to the dream of how perfect he seemed while I was in the UK.
I wish I had someone to hold me through the night while I slept, never letting go no matter how many times I wriggled or turned over, I guess that is what I miss most about Ben.
Exs are funny things aren't they? We think about them at the strangest of times...Memories are like water that runs through your hands, you can feel it but you just can't grip it.
I just can't help but feel like, something, someone, somewhere out there is waiting for me...
Please please come and find me whoever you are, i'm in the mountains in an abandoned mining town, please come and get me.
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illness
I was looking after my master who was sick with fever, and the following day I came down with it also, it is possibly the worst flu i've ever had, and having it in another country is no fun either. C'est la vie I guess,
Luckily my little baby parrot comforted me by cuddling up to my cheek as I slept and sleeping also.
Luckily my little baby parrot comforted me by cuddling up to my cheek as I slept and sleeping also.
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